is boo-boo the fool written on my forehead.?

NEGRO SLAVESS.....

shitttttt..

witcho cryin asss !!!

(inside joke...nvm)

anyway..

so basically i dont feel like elaborating on whats

goin on, soooo ill prob do it tomorrow.

but for the most part

i cannot

deal with

the

incompetent.

you lie. therefore you are a liar.

females...messy as they wanna be.

its fine. i peeped ya game.

wish i woulda figured out sooner.

...should read btwn the lines.

got outta dodge.

silly me.

now im dealin wit ya dumbass for no apparent reason.

waste of my damn time.

ughhhh

witchoooo cryin ass !!!

*RIP Carol's Dog*

-lmaooo

*side-eye*

okayy soooooo friendships have been on a rollercoaster ride the last few weeks.

i have NEVER

had to

deal

with the amount

of drama

that has presented itself

to me in these past few weeks.

who's real.

what's real.

lies.deceit.fake.fraud.gilded.scrutiny...etc.

its becoming a snowball effect & im bout

to chop that sucka in HALF.

i aint got the time for it. so imma sit back relax, & make shit happen.

aint got the time to be side-eyeing peeps that are suppose to be my friends

#aintgotthetimeforit.

im as real as it gets. you aint gonna find me in NO mess.

no enemies. no fights.

i aint got the time for it.

but just remember this ONE thing ;

k a r m a is a b i t c h.

that is all. :)

so you wanna join my team...

eenie meenie myniee moe.

catch a tiger by his toe.

eenie meenie myniee moe.

my mama told me to pick

the very best one && you

are not IT.

with a dirty, dirty dish rag

on your stinky toe.

haha.

so i wonder who i'll land on..

who's NOT it.

who IS it.

will it last?

..or will it end up like the rest..

we will see....

once upon a time.

there once was a girl who loved a boy.

that boy told her he loved her first,

& in the end was the first to let her go.

if he loved her, how could he leave her for another?

was that love?

is it love?

do we both still love?

idk if i could ever get over the hurt.

that YOU caused .

daddy's home.

wow... so its been over a MONTH since i've blogged.

i cannot honestly give a good reason why.

#kanyeshrug

learned alot..

found out alot..

&& reevaluated alot..

& ultimately...

i GREW UP alot...

i'll be famous. promise . :)

download my new songg Ooo Aaah :)

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life lessons.

today i had a small talk with shakir.

got me thinkin bout my past && the things i used to do.
...what was i thinking?
young.
dumb.
naive.

my 9th and 10th grade years...ehh...guess you can say i was ...ahh...looking
for something.

whatever that something was?....i realized couldnt be found.

i now, a freshman in college, look back at my high school years..
...im not proud of somethings that happened but i
use those experiences to better myself for my future.

i now know i can not LOOK, i have to be FOUND.
......im waitinggg.