#operationbirthdayweek --> SUCCESS.

my birthday week was hands down the best one yet.

my friends did the unthinkable for me.

i appreciate all of you soo much.

ily.

i'll miss you.

life lessons.

today i had a small talk with shakir.

got me thinkin bout my past && the things i used to do.
...what was i thinking?
young.
dumb.
naive.

my 9th and 10th grade years...ehh...guess you can say i was ...ahh...looking
for something.

whatever that something was?....i realized couldnt be found.

i now, a freshman in college, look back at my high school years..
...im not proud of somethings that happened but i
use those experiences to better myself for my future.

i now know i can not LOOK, i have to be FOUND.
......im waitinggg.

mr.right??

soooo i never paid you any attention until now.

i wonder why?

i wonder if i had, what'd it'd be like now?

soooo ill just call youu 'my jersey boyy'

so we met at a party i was clearrrlyyy in NO state of knowing what was up.

but soon after i realized it was youu.

i knew you were sweet && said all the right things

...but i was blinded && hurt from what HE'D done....

but now that im slowly getting over it...im slowly falling into youu.

and that makes me smile.

the 'good morning babe' texts FAITHFULLY everyday? makes me smile.

i cant wait to see what #2010 will bring.

but im happy yer my friend. :)

hello.

hello.
you came out of no where.
??
im takin
a b a c k.
where did you come from?
are you real?
are you FORreal?

you give me
butter f i l e s.

we just met.
hehe:)

im a lil excited.
:)
we will seeeee.