i gave it a try.

i did try...

but i realized it wasnt worth it.

i wont completely give up, i guess.

...i'll play the game.

..ring around the rosie.

this weekend is gonna H I T.

..big time.

i

cant

wait.

:]

pop goes the weasel.

aye hoe.
..i pop tags.
..i got my own whip.
..got a job to go back to when im at the crib.
..hot as shhhhh.
:]
chili cheese fries from cookout.
chicken supreme kids meal from bojangles.
mcdouble.small fry.small water = $2.19
2 chicken ranch gorditas = $1.89

...mmm im hungry.

jayheads ?
i miss yall.

mike....-sigh-...yer retarded.
rodney...WTF...why havent i talked to you ???
gucci...man forreal. i need you and rod back in my life.
phifeyy...you freakingg.rockk.
a.wiggs...yer a doo-doo head. but still ily..cuz sly.

undo...i saw some fake cola in the cornerstore the other day. smh.
them dang fake .89 colas we used to get for the draaaank.
mix the draaaank.
frutista freeze. lol
man waiting in the line at taco bell FOR FOREVER. ughh. slow as shhh.
why didnt you EVER know where the swiper no swiping was?
why did i pee on my phone?
why did phifer NEVER give it to me?
ugh.
cierra..yer knees were BUSTED. lmaoooo.
i kept feeding you drinks...sorry. lmaoooo.
you slept through everything.
youu opened the door, threw up, && drove to redd's. smh.
alley cats. :]
the duck off.
donta's ass. smh. whyy.
hoe..you hit kiana wit the jaymoblie. im still filng a report.
weedhead.
passed out on weedman's lawn? janky.
you's a hoodbooger && ya bother me.
ugh.

i love yall.

epiphany.

so.
...i just fell out my bedd.
&& bumped my elbow.

it really hurtss ; but it got me thinking.

what am i doing with myself?
am i really sulking in my own sorrows?

s m h.

nahh.
not anymore.

'yellow benz wit a spoiler kit ; wit my spoiler chick
yellow diamonds on my neck && wrist ; match this yellow bishhh.'

yes...i think i love her
..me that is. lol

the rain.

i see no

stars

up in

the skyy ;

everything is cloudyy.

your ambiance

is exuding....

..that a storm is

brewing.

your eyes

have told a thousand

lies.

..i believed youu loved me.

youu filled my heart

with so much pain

..left me all alone in

the r a i n.

why wont you save me ?

save me from this pain ?

youu knew that i was weak..

yet you took advantage of me.

&& now that i cant breathe..

im blinded i cant see.

you let me walk alone..

now im caught up in this

storm.

my heart wont be the same..

cuz its drowning in

the r a i n.

ringing.

....&&

it

just kept

ringing ;

&& r i n g i n g.

...why did i even call.?

dont take advantage.

youu NEVER know
when someone youu love will
be taken from yer
life in a
f l a s h.

dont underestimate GOD.
..He has a plan && He
plans on carrying out
that very plan.

a boy passed away this weeked
at my school due to careless
use of a gun.
i did not know him personally
but my heart goes out
to his family and friends.
r.i.p theo.

...tell the people youu love
that youu love them today
..youu never know if they'll
be gone tomorrow.

&& he made it all better

...i sit here and wish that
that someone new
could be youu.
you make me smile.

...we'll see wheere this goes lol.

im the cleopatra ; to his nile river. <3.
:]

...don't blame it on thee alcohol.

these poor babies at my school.
smdh.

you should experience all
that you can in high school so
that when you get to college
you wont have to trial and error
with people that you dont know.

drinks.
she drinks, drinks.
cup after cup.
clouds.
she sees clouds.
laughter.
everything is funny to her.
he laughs with her.
they laugh together.
he looks into her eyes.
glassed eyes.
its not her inside.
drinks.
she drinks, drinks.
he knows. he knows.
they flirt.
they connect, or so it seems.
tiptoe.tiptoe.
..up the stairs.
nobody knows,
but upstairs she goes.
lays on the bed.
clouds, she sees clouds.
darkness. darkness.
brightness. brightness.
she sees light.
morning time.
dizzy.
she tries to get up.
burrr. her legs are cold.
she looks down at her
naked body from the waist down.
what happened.
remember.remember.
she doesnt remember.
panties. where are her panties.
jeans. where are her jeans.
naked. she's lying there naked.
alone. noone's there. she's alone.
remember. she doesnt remember.
virgin. she was a virgin. is a virgin.
was a virgin.
what happened.
she doesnt remember.

i know yer mother raised you better.
lets get it together ladies. dont put yerself
in compromising predicaments.
you shouldnt strain to remember.
...you should already know.

i know yer mother raised you better.

we dont save them hoes ; we let 'em go.

&& i promised myself i would not

cry.

youu insist on making a fool of me.

lies.

all lies.

theres nothing he could say. first the picture; then the video..&& now the comments...plus the stuff i dont even know abt?

nahh...

ill pass on the heartbreak this go 'round sir.
i'd like to get off this flight immediately.

im done making excuses for you when i know yer wrong.

&& i wont even let you make me believe i've done anything

wrong

because guess what?

...i know i havent.

so have yer fun.

play yer little games.

i hope she enjoys youu.

..&& i hope he enjoys me.

goodbye sweet love, hello to someone new.

..&& a wise man once told me...

'erase...replace...embrace...new face.'

when you want things right...they seem to go left.

sometimes....

i wonder.

i dream.

i wish.

i hope.

sometimes...

it sucks cuz yer not here.

yet i make it my point to try to replace you.

to fill the void that once stood complete.

but i realized

...that i cant.

theres only one youu. && its youu that i want.