your making a mistake.

your making a mistake...

while you sleep on me

someone's gonna snatch me up

while you front on me

im gonna be heading to the top..

i cant believe you would think that bout me?

not trustworthy?

im doing me?

you really dont know me at all

& that hurts so bad.

why do i care so much..

you obviously dont know too much.

& its sad.

its so sad.

but what can i do?

im not gonna beg or convince you.

you either realize,

or you dont.

simple.

me.

i can only be me.

me.

me.

stick up for me.

me.

me.

care for me,

love me,

im all i got.

all i got is my word,

my bond.

lie?

why lie?

my feelings and my actions are 100% genuine.

if you cant see that?

then i feel very sorry for your life w/o me....

do you ever?

this song has touched my heart for the night.
& cut me deep.
'do you ever'-@tynishakeli

"no i dont believe in love anymore.
I know now it aint real.
cuz i've heard people say no matter what true love conquers all..
&& it hurts so bad
no i dont believe in love anymore.
you said you'd always be here
& now you're gone away && i can't heal this pain in my heart.
& it hurts so bad
i need to know

do you ever think of me? ever think of me?
ever since we said its over.
are you ever missing me? ever missing me?
baby did you even love me?

dont even know why i wait up anymore.
theres noone coming back here
i miss you more each day && i cant even give you a call
&& it hurts so bad
where did we go
i dont pray of waking up anymore

i wish my dreams would stay
its the only world where im in your heart
& it hurts so bad.
i need to know...
do you ever think of me?

give it a listen; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKhpHNbGmRw&feature=related

you can find me in the A.

i finally moved to Atlantaaaaa !

i looove it so far.

these are my roommates, chasitie & shana, we're missing one more, ariel.

♥

amazing.

this is joelle james.

she's a student at berklee college of music.

she is amazing.

subscribe to her on youtube. (:

a different me.

a me who needed a new..

a me who wanted out..

a me that neglected so many parts of me..

a me who took matters into my own hands..

despite what my peers may think or have to say about my decision..

i was my decision.

im growing my hair out naturally.

for me..

& for you i breathe....

...the time is winding down for me to move to atlanta and pursue my dreams.

i can only imagine what awaits me...

music is what i eat, sleep, & breathe && i couldnt imagine myself doing

anything else with my life.

i will speak my life and my thoughts through every stroke of my pen,

every word that i sing & every breath that i take.

i cannot wait to start my new life...

may God grant me many blessings && achievements. :)