my jersey boy

i miss youu !

duck.duck.drunkk.

soooo i just got homee from a house partyyy,

&& of course im not regularrrrly properrrly functioningggg.

i feel like snogginggg..

i wondr if yer wondr ing hwat that meanss? haha. look it up dummyy.

anywooo.

i have a new friend!

i'll call him....hmmm..

'jack rabbitt'

he's veryyy sweet. && i enjoyed how he opend up to me today

we'll be such good friends. yay.

haha.

it was new years day yestrday & now its 2010. wow.

#in2010 its OVER betwn me && HIM .

i refuse to let him fill my mind btcuz iat this point its a lil

ridiculous ya know? like why am i hanging on to absolutely n o t h i n g good

for me in the long run.

there perfect for each other

&& i need someone BETTER

REALER

&& who loves me forreal.

i promise myself.

no more tears. no more time wasted on thoughts of him.

i promise. i promieseeee.

:)

mr.right??

soooo i never paid you any attention until now.

i wonder why?

i wonder if i had, what'd it'd be like now?

soooo ill just call youu 'my jersey boyy'

so we met at a party i was clearrrlyyy in NO state of knowing what was up.

but soon after i realized it was youu.

i knew you were sweet && said all the right things

...but i was blinded && hurt from what HE'D done....

but now that im slowly getting over it...im slowly falling into youu.

and that makes me smile.

the 'good morning babe' texts FAITHFULLY everyday? makes me smile.

i cant wait to see what #2010 will bring.

but im happy yer my friend. :)

all that glitters...aint gold.

the money you spent meant nothing

cuz im still alone.

the love we shared meant nothing

cuz im still at home.

your out there loving her

when you should be loving me.

now my heart has grown cold

...because i realized all that glitters...aint gold.

talk of the town.

sooo
it took THREE months
for some DRAMA to
H I T.

...&& it just happens to be wit
some bitches i DONT EVEN KNOW.
#gofigure.

some RANDOMS; raven && brasha,
decided they were gonna talk shxt
about leena....since im her friend
i guess my name got thrown in there too.
but APPARENTLY , we some h o e s.

-chuckles-

funny.

but when approached?
THEY CLAIM TO NOT EVEN KNOW MY NAME.
smh. well you cant argue with a retard. soooo
i'll let it go....i suppose.

education.

my education is important.
yes i DO
know
this.

but this good
ol' hampton university?

does a GOOD OL' JOB
of makin niggas wanna
q u i t.

sooo...
i think
i just might
do
that.

...&& become a rapper.
#kanyeshrug.

hello.

hello.
you came out of no where.
??
im takin
a b a c k.
where did you come from?
are you real?
are you FORreal?

you give me
butter f i l e s.

we just met.
hehe:)

im a lil excited.
:)
we will seeeee.