your making a mistake.

your making a mistake...

while you sleep on me

someone's gonna snatch me up

while you front on me

im gonna be heading to the top..

i cant believe you would think that bout me?

not trustworthy?

im doing me?

you really dont know me at all

& that hurts so bad.

why do i care so much..

you obviously dont know too much.

& its sad.

its so sad.

but what can i do?

im not gonna beg or convince you.

you either realize,

or you dont.

simple.

me.

i can only be me.

me.

me.

stick up for me.

me.

me.

care for me,

love me,

im all i got.

all i got is my word,

my bond.

lie?

why lie?

my feelings and my actions are 100% genuine.

if you cant see that?

then i feel very sorry for your life w/o me....

do you ever?

this song has touched my heart for the night.
& cut me deep.
'do you ever'-@tynishakeli

"no i dont believe in love anymore.
I know now it aint real.
cuz i've heard people say no matter what true love conquers all..
&& it hurts so bad
no i dont believe in love anymore.
you said you'd always be here
& now you're gone away && i can't heal this pain in my heart.
& it hurts so bad
i need to know

do you ever think of me? ever think of me?
ever since we said its over.
are you ever missing me? ever missing me?
baby did you even love me?

dont even know why i wait up anymore.
theres noone coming back here
i miss you more each day && i cant even give you a call
&& it hurts so bad
where did we go
i dont pray of waking up anymore

i wish my dreams would stay
its the only world where im in your heart
& it hurts so bad.
i need to know...
do you ever think of me?

give it a listen; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKhpHNbGmRw&feature=related

you can find me in the A.

i finally moved to Atlantaaaaa !

i looove it so far.

these are my roommates, chasitie & shana, we're missing one more, ariel.

♥

amazing.

this is joelle james.

she's a student at berklee college of music.

she is amazing.

subscribe to her on youtube. (:

a different me.

a me who needed a new..

a me who wanted out..

a me that neglected so many parts of me..

a me who took matters into my own hands..

despite what my peers may think or have to say about my decision..

i was my decision.

im growing my hair out naturally.

for me..

& for you i breathe....

...the time is winding down for me to move to atlanta and pursue my dreams.

i can only imagine what awaits me...

music is what i eat, sleep, & breathe && i couldnt imagine myself doing

anything else with my life.

i will speak my life and my thoughts through every stroke of my pen,

every word that i sing & every breath that i take.

i cannot wait to start my new life...

may God grant me many blessings && achievements. :)

one love.

.....my knees get weak when your around.

you & only you.

i'll always choose you.

you've been there for me through

the hardships

the heartaches

heartbreaks

the happy times

the everything.

nobody understands me but you.

you know EXACTLY what to say...

everytime.

you've shown me that you love me.

i can do nothing but love you back.

for the rest of my life i wanna be with you.

my love.

my first love.

my one love.

the only one that will never hurt me.

cure my sadness.

make me happy.

my love.

my first love.

one love.

MUSIC.

MUSIC.

MUSIC.

down ass bitch.

......when the groupie love is over

it'd be me you'll fall for.

...me you'd bang for,

you aint never gotta worry cuz

through thick or thin

im your down ass bitch

your down ass bitch &&

...you && only you can

get this...

-'Down Ass Bitch'

-Cupid Williams Ft. Alexa Bailey

..coming soon...

#operationbirthdayweek --> SUCCESS.

my birthday week was hands down the best one yet.

my friends did the unthinkable for me.

i appreciate all of you soo much.

ily.

i'll miss you.

offical birthday song.

Usher ft. will.i.am

'Omg'

Raymond vs. Raymond

this song had me goin my entire birthday week :)

[4/11-4/18.)

subscribeeee !

gettin my youtube togetherrrrr so

SUBSCRIBE BEYYOOTCHHH !!!

http://www.youtube.com/user/alexaabee?feature=mhw4

.....grocery bag.

'&& i got 'er nigga...grocery bag'

haha

thats stuck in my head.

so my weekend has been EXHAUSTING.

friday was freshman ball....

saturday i was turnt like shit starting

at 12 pm.

ALL DAY until like 1 something today.

smdh.

my stomach hurts baaaad. lol

#itbelikethatsometimes.

question existing....

"what do you do when yer

heart hurts so bad &

yer tired of this artificial

happiness your

attempting everyday?"

answer:

"you let go and let God

give you your happiness."

thanks tyrone. ily. :)

one more thing...lmfao.

hahahaha so IM at COLLEGE.

making SOMETHING outta my life

&& yer at HOME being MONKEY JOE...at

M O N K E Y J O E S !!!

l m f a o.

#killyourself.

......why the fck would i even THINK abt wanting you?

all i can do is laugh at my dumbass.

hahahahaha

&& thats fine.

yall be IN LOVE together working at monkey joes forever.

haha thats fine. smdh.

&& get a real job at least upgrade to chuck e cheese.

at least people know what the fuck that is !

haha monkey joes,....get the fck outta here lmfaoooo !

..it could all be so simple.

i don't need high heels
....For a good feel
you can keep the fancy clothes...
I'll take walkin in the rain
over things material..
I'll trade Melrose and the big names
Give me faces that I know
Just play a melody that everybody knows

Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more

True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free...

so simple

so simple

so simple.....yea :)

-stacie orrico

to hear it from another....

so i just had a conversation with my good friend.

we'll call her.....diana ross :)

she opened my eyes very WIDELY.

if he could just move on && LEAVE me so quickly,

who's to say he wouldnt do it AGAIN if we got back together.

cuz he CLEARLY would be hurting JAMIE's ass if he dropped her as

soon as i got back.

he's a jerk.

point blank period

....&& i just need to dead that shit.

no more sad b.s.

so more sulking b.s.

from now on its all abt independence.

im a woman.

a woman who deserves the WORLD,

&& if ONE sorry nigga dont wanna give it to me

then a MAN will.

no more crying.

no more wishing.

no more waiting.

its over.

this is the end.

she said to BE single.

enjoy it.

it'll be good for me.....

so ima do just that.

ima be SINGLE.

ima do ME.

ima find myself. & im not gonna officially DATE anyone

for a WHILE.

i need time for myself.

IM whats important right now.

so i hope i get into berklee on the 31 && if i dont

then HELLO ATLANTA. either way, im BLOWIN the popsicle stick on VA && NC.

so new life. new me. NOONE knows me. && thats whats gonna be the best....

i wish...

i wish i could run away.

i wish i could travel.

i wish i could be in love.

i wish i could sing all day.

i wish i could meet Trey Songz.

i wish i could meet someone as real as me.

i wish i could go do my music right now.

i wish i could work with Keri Hilson right now.

i wish i could work up the nerve to make HIM see me.

i wish i could work up the nerve to let HIM go for sure.

i wish i could lay on the beach.

i wish i were in california.

i wish i were in nyc.

i wish i were in miami.

i wish i were in atlanta.

i wish i were in las vegas.

i wish i were a dolphin.

i wish i had a horse.

i wish......that all my wishes could come true.

imy.

mommy. i miss youuuuu. :)

sometimes we dont notice the obvious.

yer standing right in front of me.

you've been standing there for a while.

what am i supposed to do with you

if im not over him.

is it fair to you.?

my trust meter? shot.

...i dont wanna hurt you.