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.....grocery bag.

'&& i got 'er nigga...grocery bag'

haha

thats stuck in my head.

so my weekend has been EXHAUSTING.

friday was freshman ball....

saturday i was turnt like shit starting

at 12 pm.

ALL DAY until like 1 something today.

smdh.

my stomach hurts baaaad. lol

#itbelikethatsometimes.

question existing....

"what do you do when yer

heart hurts so bad &

yer tired of this artificial

happiness your

attempting everyday?"

answer:

"you let go and let God

give you your happiness."

thanks tyrone. ily. :)

one more thing...lmfao.

hahahaha so IM at COLLEGE.

making SOMETHING outta my life

&& yer at HOME being MONKEY JOE...at

M O N K E Y J O E S !!!

l m f a o.

#killyourself.

......why the fck would i even THINK abt wanting you?

all i can do is laugh at my dumbass.

hahahahaha

&& thats fine.

yall be IN LOVE together working at monkey joes forever.

haha thats fine. smdh.

&& get a real job at least upgrade to chuck e cheese.

at least people know what the fuck that is !

haha monkey joes,....get the fck outta here lmfaoooo !

..it could all be so simple.

i don't need high heels
....For a good feel
you can keep the fancy clothes...
I'll take walkin in the rain
over things material..
I'll trade Melrose and the big names
Give me faces that I know
Just play a melody that everybody knows

Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more

True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free...

so simple

so simple

so simple.....yea :)

-stacie orrico

to hear it from another....

so i just had a conversation with my good friend.

we'll call her.....diana ross :)

she opened my eyes very WIDELY.

if he could just move on && LEAVE me so quickly,

who's to say he wouldnt do it AGAIN if we got back together.

cuz he CLEARLY would be hurting JAMIE's ass if he dropped her as

soon as i got back.

he's a jerk.

point blank period

....&& i just need to dead that shit.

no more sad b.s.

so more sulking b.s.

from now on its all abt independence.

im a woman.

a woman who deserves the WORLD,

&& if ONE sorry nigga dont wanna give it to me

then a MAN will.

no more crying.

no more wishing.

no more waiting.

its over.

this is the end.

she said to BE single.

enjoy it.

it'll be good for me.....

so ima do just that.

ima be SINGLE.

ima do ME.

ima find myself. & im not gonna officially DATE anyone

for a WHILE.

i need time for myself.

IM whats important right now.

so i hope i get into berklee on the 31 && if i dont

then HELLO ATLANTA. either way, im BLOWIN the popsicle stick on VA && NC.

so new life. new me. NOONE knows me. && thats whats gonna be the best....

i wish...

i wish i could run away.

i wish i could travel.

i wish i could be in love.

i wish i could sing all day.

i wish i could meet Trey Songz.

i wish i could meet someone as real as me.

i wish i could go do my music right now.

i wish i could work with Keri Hilson right now.

i wish i could work up the nerve to make HIM see me.

i wish i could work up the nerve to let HIM go for sure.

i wish i could lay on the beach.

i wish i were in california.

i wish i were in nyc.

i wish i were in miami.

i wish i were in atlanta.

i wish i were in las vegas.

i wish i were a dolphin.

i wish i had a horse.

i wish......that all my wishes could come true.